no comparison

Caught between loneliness and confusion
Thought of all the excuses I've been using
Just to keep her
wondering if I should leave her
be
without me.
I'm a twisted mold of ego and pride
her a girl in love, and it's me in her eyes
And am I still there?
Hiding in the shadow of her stare
maybe she can see me when she uses her hand to block the glare
I didn't mean to hinder her sight
I just can't undo what I did that night
My bulging blundering words
and my unwillingness to wait
have caused this terrible stalemate.