The Sudden Change

Suddenly I am… not so aware of my surroundings anymore
I don’t scan the blue skies for danger like I did for years before
I often forget where I am and how I got there alone I stand scared
Losing myself in my burdens regretting things that I have bared
Now life is very hectic as I have let loose my broken heart
The time for restructuring is at hand it’s now time for another start
So, suddenly, I am… face to face with the insecurities that once led me astray
Leaping forward into uncertainty though complacent I’d rather stay
Peering into the darkness for I know not now where my path leads
Filling my hands with foreign soil as I bow down to plant my seeds
Excited yet pensive about the future as I lay down my own crown
Wonder if the old ways will surface because life she goes in rounds
Then, suddenly I am… in the presence of the King of all Kings
And my mentality is overwhelmed I no longer dwell upon these things
I am freed from my impertinence as He holds my heart in hand
Bought me from my captors freed me to take my own stand
Running to my inheritance arms opened wide no more care or fears
Sliding into eternity washed white from impurities paid for with Christ’s own tears
And, suddenly I am… under attack once more with lies from the loneliest pitYet I waiver not from my convictions as I see my King will never quit